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I’ve had enough of this guy, I’m so fed up with the way that he’s treated me. We were more than friends then he friendzoned me because I found out he lied about his identity but then started calling me pet names and flirting but then pulling back if I engage at all. I want to say this to him:

“Hey so this has been feeling forced as fuck to me since about September when you double sent that towel selfie to me. I may act dumb, but I see you and I know this isn’t just about me knowing who you are.

It’s become obvious to me that our definitions of friendship don’t align and I’m tired of the confusing behavior. I’ll be spending my time on people who are authentic and don’t expect me to read minds or pretend I don’t know their name from now on.

Take care!”

Is this too much? Any feedback is appreciated!

The backstory is a guy I met online over a year ago started acting different and friend zoned me some months after I found out his real identity.

I’m feeling hurt and I want him to know that but also open to talking through the issue if he wants to.

I came up with two different messages I’m thinking of sending. One is really long and the other is more to the point without excessive details.

We still talk regularly.

Which do you prefer?

A. Hey so there’s something that I’ve been wanting to share with you for quite awhile now.

I’m feeling confused and hurt knowing that you continued to engage in sexual conversations with me for so long when you were actually feeling wary of me. It really makes me wonder if you are being genuine with me at all.

As I said almost a year ago, I fully understand if you don’t want to talk now that I know who you are. But feeling like I need to pretend that I don’t know your name and having to wonder whether you’re talking to me just to avoid conflict makes me feel like the connection might not be natural anymore.

I know I can’t change your feelings, but I’m working on cultivating more self-love and that doesn’t negate mine. As much as I enjoy talking to you, unless we can talk this through and change our dynamic, I feel that I’m disrespecting myself by continuing to chat with you.

Looking forward to hearing your thoughts on this!

B. Hey so I wasn’t expecting you to reach out after I left (website where we met) and after some thought, I think I need to let this friendship go.

I’m working on cultivating more self-love, and as much as I enjoy talking to you, unless our dynamic changes, continuing to do so is hurting my self-esteem.

Open to talking about it but also don’t want to bore you with a long message.

Take care 😊