Have you ever looked out of the window of a coffee shop and felt sad randomly?

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

I am sitting at Tim Hortons in Shanghai downtown , enjoying coffee on my lunch break,

I sit by the window and look out at the people walking.

It’s a rainy day.

I was looking at some videos, suddenly the video popped up, of a blogger whose girlfriend died and who really wanted to travel high in the mountains before her death.

And now that blogger travels around the world’s high mountains and takes one rose to let go there.

It’s so romantic.

I also remembered that’s the same blogger whose Letting Go of a Rose video my ex boyfriend put up on his Cover pic, the same night he blocked me after a year of break up.

And I don’t think it’s related.

But this symbolism reminded of him and I suddenly felt so lonely and lost in this huge city.

What am I even doing here?

I came here for him.

But how did I end up being totally alone in this city, drinking coffee alone and looking at happy people on my lunch breaks?

[love_conquers_lust]

They have Tim Horton’s in China? My relatives love their coffee. I don’t indulge but it smells good.

That hurts. Seeing everyone else. Washington University her in St. Louis is the Harvard of the Midwest. They get a lot of intelligent foreign exchange students. There are plenty of women here in St. Louis looking out the same windows drinking the same coffees asking the same questions as you, Femme.

[love_conquers_lust]

I took my current profile picture on their campus

[love_conquers_lust]

Which direction was I facing, Femme?

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

You were facing the east.

[love_conquers_lust]

⭐️ 🌟 💫

Almost as beautiful as your picture

[Still-alive]

I haven't but... you ever thought of writing poetry? lol or maybe you have already

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

What made you think of poetry? 😇

[Still-alive]

They way you constructed the sentences here in your description seemed stanza like... from a poem lol. Getting some hemmingway vibes. he's got those short abrupt sentences like you have

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

Thank you.

That’s the best compliment I’ve received recently.

I wrote since early childhood, when I was 15, our country’s famous poet invited me to her and gave me the title of a “poet”, which I find a bit cringe, so I never tell that haha.

But everyone used to say, I was born to be a writer.

I stopped writing poetry, 3-4 years ago, when I fell in love.

I wrote only few after that.

Lots of people urge me to write a book.

But who’s going to read?

Four million people who live in Georgia?

I would like to improve my language skills enough to write in English someday.

Thanks for listening to my boasting :)

[Still-alive]

lol np. hey don't give up your dream now. write because you wanna do it too.

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

Thanks.

This post wasn’t supposed to sound stanza like though haha

I was just sharing my thoughts. 🤭

[LavLavLuv]

No.. But it kinda makes me feel like I need someone to take a pic of me while I’m sitting there. Typical, I know 🤣

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

Hahahah, yep! I do need someone take random pics of me.

The other day in library there was a professional photographer taking me pics,

And I sooooo wanted to go and ask me to send them to me too, but I wanted to stay cool and didn’t go.

Silly me

[RedInnocent68]

Maybe you need better coffee 🤔😂

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

I do drink at new coffee shops everyday, I am pretty sure I have tasted the most of it, in my district.

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

That day it was Tim Hortons

[RedInnocent68]

Are you a Double Double girl?

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

Cappuccino girl

[RedInnocent68]

Foam design?