Is finding a big breasted girlfriend too much?

I have an obsession with big breasted girls. (Gigantomastia; macromastia) And would love to date such a girl. I'm 23 years old from the Netherlands and looking between 18 (16 is okay but only friendship until 18) and 29 (above might also be okay if the chemistry fits.)

Despite several attempts I don't seem to get across such angels. But then, I am patiently waiting.

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4 mo
Some have rejected me simply because I ask, assuming that I would completely fetishize such a woman. The obvious answer is no. I am a Christian at heart, so I tend not to sexualize anyone. If I had the chance of meeting such a woman I would treat her the same way as anyone else. And love her for her foremost.
Is finding a big breasted girlfriend too much?
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