Where was I all this time?

[Apulu_backagain]

Uh heyy

Yup, I'm back again, yup I'm Apulu and yes I'm in my not-so-sweet 16 right now with the very promised "bad bish glow up".

Yes, we're still very weird. by the way this pic is of my first day in 11th grade! In my room obv.

Anyways so this morning I randomly woke up with the idea of joining back the social forum where I spent all my teenage life (yup, been here since I was 13). I'm so sorry for just leaving unannounced- that was because of the 10th grade (sophomore) board exams (it's something as important as SAT exams or AP exams you Americans have there). I used to be pretty distracted and I just finally decided to just cut out my social life and I guess it was worth it, considering I got the cgpa of 9.2 (percentage- 92.6). Kinda average grades tbh but in better side. And now I'm kind of balanced again so I'm back and also because I miss being social online with people around the world.

Anyways, I hope @stillalive , as he promised is still lurking around here. Otherwise this post is gonna be super embarrassing if no one recognises me now lol.

Let's catch up!

A random question, STEM or Arts?

I love arts but chose STEM subjects cuz I'm Asian 🙂

[Jessica405]

I don't remember you, but welcome back! G@G is def not what it used to be. So many "old timers" gone. Site is crap since the big update.

I used to be JuicyJessie. First joined about 2015 if I recall correctly.

[Jessica405]

by the way, @stillalive has gone, too. He may have a new accout, but I don't know at all.

[Apulu_backagain]

That's quite sad, I don't really fine any old person here anymore.

[Jessica405]

Try @Still-alive. It may not be the same guy.

[Apulu_backagain]

With all these mytakes on video games, it's definitely the same guy.

[Still-alive]

Im still here lol. I always had a dash in the user name

[Babygirl_S]

I’m glad you’re back and your room is so beautiful! I also have floral curtains and pastel pink paint in my room.

[Apulu_backagain]

I designed that room when I was 8 years old! Barbie themed curtains, Disney themed fan and pink room and frozen themed bunk beds!

[Still-alive]

Hi Apulu. I noticed you earlier but wanted to make sure it really was you. Welcome back!

[Apulu_backagain]

Oh damn hello again!

[Still-alive]

Nice to see you again ☺️

[DryGermanGuy]

Welcome back! I remember the name "Apulu" from your previous instances. :-)

[Apulu_backagain]

Good to know, thanks!

[AI Opinion]

Balancing academics and social life can be challenging, especially during high-pressure exam years. Your decision to focus on your studies certainly paid off with impressive grades. Both STEM and Arts have their unique values and opportunities. Choosing a path that aligns with your passions and interests is key. Success comes from pursuing what you love and finding ways to excel in it. Stay curious and keep exploring both fields; your journey will become clearer as you progress. Continuing to engage socially while pursuing studies is a great way to maintain a balanced life as well.

[Apulu_backagain]

Thanks!

[Anonymous]

Can't You do both somehow make science artsy? So tell me what kind of book did you write and how much money do you get for the book rights You've been gone that long I expected you to write a book by now. And you look like an author.

[Apulu_backagain]

Yup, I've written a book and it's actually available on Amazon. com. It's a book on my late bestfriend and late grandpa. I haven't made any sales yet because I didn't advertise that book. And tbh now I'm more focused on writing rather than publishing so I'm working on few more books.

[Opinion Owner]

I knew you could do it so it took a tragedy to push you to publish over here in the States there's an expression publish or die and maybe over there by you because of bureaucratic regulations you have to wait for someone to die to publish Yeah I know that's kind of crude. So you had your first boyfriend at 15 sometimes after that first love you want to write about it. I knew you could do it so your sweet 16 and you're actually an author wow go get them girl. I stopped talking to a lot of people on here and you're one of them I was hoping you would be able to move on in your life and it looks like you get a pretty good job as I knew you would.

[Apulu_backagain]

I was actually working of poetry books when I was as young as 13 year old and I planned that my first book would be published after my sophomore year, which I did, though I didn't except to publish a memoir but I did something so it's fine. And I don't remember my ex or whatsoever so I moved on a lot.

I hope you're having a good life too.

[Opinion Owner]

Did you get intimate with your ex or just someone you had infatuation for in class? Nobody expects to publish a memoir It just happens It's called switching gears. I'm proud of you You got to give me the name of the book maybe I'll buy it on Amazon. Unless you published it on here then I can get it for free. Lol

[Apulu_backagain]

I don't really want anyone to buy that book, I'm not proud of my writing style there. I don't know what I was thinking while writing that, the format and everything is messed up. I won't mention the name because it reveals a lot of my personal life which I'm not comfortable sharing in gag. When I become more successful then I'll publish a refined edition of that again.

No, I haven't been intimate with anyone and I think that's a weird question to ask a minor

[Opinion Owner]

You're on gag everything is on for grabs. It was the way you described your ex That may be something went on maybe further than you wanted to that does happen unfortunately I see that in my practice all the time a lot of people who come into my clinic it's usually due to the past sexual trauma occasionally sexual repression but 90% of the time it's trauma and I know about the crime rates in your country unfortunately they have been going up since the '90s I don't know why we think it's because a bigger population brings a more crime but if that were true China would be a violent hell hole and it's not but then again they have metal detectors at every single subway station like you going through an airport over there they don't play around. never be ashamed about your work it's involving thing and authors all the time beat themselves up because they missed a letter or a tense in a sentence. It evolves It's natural relax take a chill pill or forget the pill and just chill. Nobody asked me that question maybe they should have when I got into trouble when I was younger than you. You forgot my blunt style.

[Apulu_backagain]

Oh yes, your blunt style. Asking me to marry you in future because I look like mother of your child when I was like 14 then. Saying that mother of your child actually wants me to marry you. Very blunt and casual. Taking advantage of my naive mind then and having unnecessary inappropriate talk is really about care, isn't it? Pedophilia is something to be chill about nowadays.

[Opinion Owner]

Wait who, what? What the heck are you talking about? You sound like one of the people that come to my office. Are you doing drugs?

[Apulu_backagain]

Really convenient for you to just say that I'm a druggie.

[Apulu_backagain]

Oh now you went anonymous after my reply? Well it just proves my point. I'm not going to just block you cuz it'll be easy for you, I'm making sure that you know I'm aware of whatever you were doing now that i grew up a bit. You can't have it easy, @Cuminginside

[Opinion Owner]

Well if the shoe fits okay I had a patient say that to me today so I told her here is a cup give me a urine sample I'm going to test for meth You got 5 minutes to tell me the truth people who do meth either go around accusing people of pedophilia get it right amateur it's children pre-puberty not jailbait like yourself for example And waiting for the results she told me the truth So you're only ever going to call me that once and if I remember correctly you used to call that to somebody else I forgot the guy's name He was also on here as well and then he disappeared like me he got tired of a degeneracy on here. The only time that has changed the definition is when meth came on the scene it turned people who have no history as far as we know of child abuse or pedophilia into that it rewires your brain and breaks down the moral walls or something that people turn into pedophilia that's the only thing that has changed in the last few decades otherwise it's usually family abuse. And I get you don't want to talk about that on here That's fine but don't you ever point finger on me ever again! I don't know what you're talking about maybe you're thinking about somebody else like the other crazy guy that was on here forgot his name or somebody hack into my account while I was sleeping. I don't know why you're here I know why I'm here so I can get college papers on sexual degeneracy and this place Is the Walmart of that You can't come to a place like this and write a book unless it is about the research papers I was doing a few years back. And how come you have bars on your window what's all that about It's the crime rate that bad? Oh wow you were busy pointing fingers at me pushing a feminism b******* I had two patients That wanted to jump off a bridge today

[Apulu_backagain]

I'm on here because I got good friends on here as well who have been a good influence on me like @ChicoFromThe305 @Cubus. Because few of my online friends were all I had when I was depressed and wrecked during lockdown with no friends and no contact to air outside home and they were one of the reasons I was able to smile, it's people like you who make this place dirty and then accuse minor girls of meth when they point you all out. I lost all the screenshots because my old phone isn't with me now and I know my memory well because I wasn't going around doing drugs and stuff. I might be a bit poor in my studies now because I'm a little stressed and depressed about what's going on in my life but I was once academic weapon so telling me that I have bad memory is a poor choice of words.

Don't point fingers at you again? I could have blocked you if I wanted to but I ain't doing that because I want you to know that I'm completely AWARE of how you were trying to groom me and the manipulation was so bad that I didn't even speak about it so anyone. I only knew how disgusting as a person you were when we stopped talking, you aren't better than that 48 year old dude who was trying to make me feel guilty for blocking him.

I know about my rights and I know that I'm not strong enough to not let you pull me down.

And if you really are a psychologist, or therapist or whatever you are, I am really sorry for your clients who come to you to vent about their SA experience. I wonder how they'll react when they know that you aren't better than those people who harmed them. And I am sorry for your son and your partner, if you actually have any.

Now respectfully, shut up.

[Cubus]

@Apulu_backagain Thanks

[ChicoFromThe305]

💯💯

[ChicoFromThe305]

Welcome back lol, wait til you meet the AI 💀

[Apulu_backagain]

So you're that guy who had his bitmoji of snap for his profile with and one of his account's name was king something and other accounts name was memonto or momento something. I'm sorry if it's not you.

And yeah, why tf are there so many random AIs 😭 I can just go to chatgpt or character. ai. Tbh the first opinion of this post being an ai was actually depressing 💀

[ChicoFromThe305]

Yep that's me, I learned not to delete my account when I leave lol, glad to see you remember my users partially 😂

They go by topics, so far the others topic is one of the only ones that has no AI but instead of removing them when they realized people hated them, they just added more ha

[Apulu_backagain]

Oh well. I decided not to delete my account again even when I'm taking just a break!

I don't know, they must have felt really cool while doing so 🙄

[ChicoFromThe305]

That's good, I'm hoping you aced your studies tho.

And yea, probably made them feel like spelling cool with a K

[Apulu_backagain]

I'm not as good as before I'm studies even though I'm putting in more efforts, high school keeps getting worse every year.

[ChicoFromThe305]

That's good, just hold strong, you must almost be done lol, it was cool hearing from you again tho

[Apulu_backagain]

Yeah, I'll be graduating high school by 2026. One more whole year. It was good to hear from you as well!

[ChicoFromThe305]

Well keep it going, you are almost there, I hope you haven't given up on your books and stuff, if I recall you wanted to write books

[Apulu_backagain]

Oh I actually published one already on Amazon kdp! It's a non fiction on my late grandpa and late best friend and the quality ain't the best so I've not advertised it nor made any sales. I just wanted to publish that as a tribute. You can officially call me a writer now!

[ChicoFromThe305]

That's pretty fire not gonna lie, I'm glad you didn't give up on the whole book thing, the good thing is that you made the steps, you should promote, officially an author tho, nice 🥹

[Apulu_backagain]

I don't want that book to hit the racks at all, not yet. I want to become really well known in writing field before I republish it's new edition which would be more refined and then share it with people. I made that book completely by myself, the book cover, editing and everything. So that's why there must be few grammatical tweaks and mistakes here and there because whenever I read that book, I find new mistakes and it's so annoying but I'm way too broke to hire an editor. Though I'm working on a fiction which I'm planning on sending to a publishing house and going through the traditional publishing procedure.

Yeah, I didn't betray by 12 year old self when I decided to become an author!

[ChicoFromThe305]

So you are really moving hard on the author thing, that's good, remain motivated and keep up the good work, its good to have your work checked and stuff, second opinions and shit, sounds like you are making all the right moves.

[Apulu_backagain]

Nice to hear that from an adult.

[Fury_storm]

your grades are kinda meh. stem is ftw.