Polls: Health & Fitness

Thought I share my experience. I find it very hard to express emotions, mostly because I get to know the world more and more. Nothing is exciting or really "something new" anymore. Best I can do is fake smiling only to make good impressions and that's it. I still DO laugh, when a joke really gets me or something really funny happened.

Deep down I feel dead. Yet I do things I like to do but my face always remains the same: Bored. Like this



When I say I do things I like to do, that involves my hobbies and favourite music and videos. I do experience the joy and fun out of them but emotionally I do not show these.

When most people I see get strongly emotionally expressed like excitement, I remain with the face above because that's nothing really budging for me.

I do not complain about this but I feel like I'm all alone like this. I was wondering if someone else feels like me. Dead inside yet still alive. Like an undead person.

Reasons for these are that I had enough, more than enough (mainly I felt like I spend my life from the inside crying with sorrows for the majority of what is behind me for almost a year now). Simple as that. I'm just moving on and that's it. Trying to make something worth living my life and so far so good.

Of all the types of beans out there, whats your fave?

My family will be out of state for 4 days and I plan to buy a 6 pack of bottled craft beer that is around 5% alcohol volume. Craft beer has health benifits when consumed in 2 pints max (equivalent to 2 bottles of beer) per day. I will have two on day 1, one on day 2, two on day 3, and one on day 4.

When you see yourself naked do you like what you see? Are you happy with the way your body looks?

Im happy with with my furry body. ;)