Thought I share my experience. I find it very hard to express emotions, mostly because I get to know the world more and more. Nothing is exciting or really "something new" anymore. Best I can do is fake smiling only to make good impressions and that's it. I still DO laugh, when a joke really gets me or something really funny happened.
Deep down I feel dead. Yet I do things I like to do but my face always remains the same: Bored. Like this
When I say I do things I like to do, that involves my hobbies and favourite music and videos. I do experience the joy and fun out of them but emotionally I do not show these.
When most people I see get strongly emotionally expressed like excitement, I remain with the face above because that's nothing really budging for me.
I do not complain about this but I feel like I'm all alone like this. I was wondering if someone else feels like me. Dead inside yet still alive. Like an undead person.
Reasons for these are that I had enough, more than enough (mainly I felt like I spend my life from the inside crying with sorrows for the majority of what is behind me for almost a year now). Simple as that. I'm just moving on and that's it. Trying to make something worth living my life and so far so good.
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