How are you feeling right now?

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Well are you happy or are you struggling with something...

MCheetah · Accepted Answer

I'll be honest: Since I'm physically short in stature, I literally have no reason to go on in life. To elaborate, what I mean is, I can never have the woman of my dreams to marry. Or, any type of woman I'd desire. Because I'm doomed to live a life alone, that means no kids. Not that I'd EVER reproduce with such sh*tty awful genes anyway. So I'll literally never be happy.

And I feel so weak and puny whenever next to fully grown people. I once worked at an outdoor nightclub and restaurant and had a 6'4" woman come in with her 6'10" husband. The wife, in her late 20s, had a 13 year old little sister who was an inch shorter than me. I felt like a mouse next to three Brachiosaurus'es.

My life, as far as happiness and goals goes, is utterly worthless because I'm stuck in this sh*tty f*cking useless body I was cursed to have. I can't do a single thing to fix it. I'm permanently stuck at sh*tty-ass five-eleven like a little f*cking 13 year old girl.

What's worse is, useless people out there don't get it. That I'm not mediocre worthless trash and that I actually wanted to do something worthwhile with my life; not just "exist" like all of them are so content doing. Having a life with no possibility to be loved or accepted by someone, and to especially make meaningful changes in this broken, horrific society we live in, really eats at my soul. It's like watching a mass genocide while stuck in a glass box, unable to do anything about the death and murder of innocent people happening outside. Instead, I'm just this weak f*cking short sh*t "Disposable" among humanity, like most of them are, and I can't achieve happiness in my own life, due to genetic limitations and being a tiny undesirable Disposable. And I can't work towards a better society either, no matter how hard I try or what I do or how much I try to "lead by example" or "be the change I want to see in the world." It all falls on death ears.

I'd be respected if I was tall and powerful. And I despise that I'll never have that social influence to fix this f*cked up society we live in, let alone have a wife someday. So yeah, that's how I'm feeling right now.

whirled_up_girl · Accepted Answer

I tend to get bouts of depression when winter comes and there is less daylight. I can usually keep the depressive emotions in check long enough to get through the day but there are days when it will just really hit me hard. When that happens I just take long nap or go to bed early and forget the day even existed. I usually feel better when I wake up and can start fresh but it does become a struggle some days depending on what's going on.

dustybiker · Accepted Answer

My brain is happily numb from my long evening motorcycle ride. It did it’s job. Best therapy, can’t think must focus.

Anonymous · Answer

I’m not doing very well  I want to do something different but I’m feared to do it and I don’t have the support. It’s very dark. I am living a life where I am stuck.  How about you?

Rachelle_256 · Answer

Just tired, cold and still pissed I have to work on Christmas Eve, like who really is going to be shopping at food store ( bjs, Costco, ) at 6pm. I have to work 10am to 6pm in the bakery

Anonymous · Answer

Depressed but hiding it like a champ. No need tk bring others down because of my own crap.

tasleen · Answer

Lonely 🙁

BarryLiverstone · Answer

Sick

emperor90 · Answer

Tierd and lonley

Anonymous · Answer

Depressed bored

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