Sad? lonely? unloved?

I hate myself so much. I am screaming and it feels like no one can hear me. I act fine but in reality I am so broken. I tell myself that everything is going to be ok, but nothing is ever ok I don't know what to do anymore, I want to scream and cry and for someone to listen to my pain. I want someone to hug me and tell me they love me. I want them to care and just hold me while I cry. I just want to be happy, but I guess that is too much to ask for.
Sad? lonely? unloved?
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