I am incredibly bored! What now?

[IHaveRespawned]

I feel very understimulated mostly, but I get very stimulated, agitated, and overwhelmed in a negative way. I am outright bored but fatigued and easily annoyed.

There doesn't seem to be much opportunity that sparks passion or motivation for me. I used to be head deep into coding and web development, but with AI taking all the hard work out of it and less career opportunities abound, it seems bland to me now. It seems like my hard skills are becoming less relevant. In addition, I am unemployed with little-to-no opportunities in the foreseeable future. I just sit on ass and collect checks. Although I will be getting married later this year (which I am happy about), I seem to lack societal purpose.

I cannot return to public safety or healthcare due to my track record. I have nothing else I am passionate to do. I don't have any other real talents. I feel like I occupy myself in mindless bullshit.

[Dongie]

Find something new. Go ahead, you can. Forging is pretty cool. Ice sculpting.

[IHaveRespawned]

I thought about making faux rocks

[Dongie]

Ok 😅

[Agape93]

I thought you said you would be helping ice? And that you'd have a job by now?

[IHaveRespawned]

Yeah right. No public safety employer will hire me, because everyone is too busy wanting to give me grief about misdemeanors from 9 years ago. I couldn't even get a part time, entry-level security officer role because they pulled me up in a background check.

[Agape93]

That's sad because I hired a felon last month.

Told ya so.

[IHaveRespawned]

Ironically, you were the one giving me grief because of my misdemeanors, yet you hire a felon?

[Agape93]

I gave you grief for stalking a minor you fucked. :/

Yeap, unarmed security. He's working out great so far. His probation ends in July

[IHaveRespawned]

Well shit. I don't know. I am bored out of my mind mostly. Although I say at the moment I want to do something, but change my mind once I really think about it more closely. I am just trying to find my footing and my real niche.

[Agape93]

Or maybe, just get out and get a job instead of sitting inside on your fiances dime, looking for shit in a niche that isn't wanting you. You're a grown ass man, be responsible for once in your life.

[IHaveRespawned]

My fiance isn't paying for anything anymore. I moved back into my parent's home. I have a floor and living space all to myself. Me and my fiance help each other out in food and such, but she hasn't moved in full time with me anyways until we are married.

[Agape93]

Good on her. About damn time.

[IHaveRespawned]

It is because my lease expired. My fiance was just helping with the last remaining 3 months of my apartment lease.

[Agape93]

She's nicer than me.

[Agape93]

And I'm also employed, I have my own home and I get enough love and attention to keep myself satisfied. Why do you still think you can slutshame a devotee to a goddess of sex? That's like mocking a priest for being a virgin

[IHaveRespawned]

Oh, and I saw your reply to a post on here, claiming I am "sexually harassing" you. I wouldn't even get near you with a 10 foot pole.

[Agape93]

I was talking about moneymagnet24, some Indian dick. Not you.

My partners don't seem to mind, shit, I know they don't mind. But yeah I'm enjoying myself

[Abbycado]

Don’t go out and look for minors like you used to. @Agape93

[IHaveRespawned]

I don't. I am engaged to be married, but my fiance doesn't live with me full time yet. I am mostly a hermit that is annoyed by traffic and crowds now. I only really go out to get food and necessities anymore.

[Agape93]

You should stop.

[IHaveRespawned]

@Agape93 Who, me? Stop what?

[Agape93]

Eating. And why would I be telling her to stop something

[IHaveRespawned]

@Agape93 It really shows I am bored when I am having conversations with hateful bitches like you

[Agape93]

What hateful thing have I said?

[IHaveRespawned]

@Agape93 Telling me to stop eating. Trying to hint to me that I should just waste away. I have potential if I can exercise my talents to make a positive difference.

[Agape93]

You're stagnant, you'll gain weight and get sick if you eat too much. Stopping for a while kicks in ketosis and helps lose weight. Is it so bad to wanna help so you don't have a heart attack and die?

[IHaveRespawned]

@Agape93 I am 240 pounds

[Agape93]

Holy shit that tracks.

[Abbycado]

Lmao XD

[Agape93]

Lol.

[Nikki1989]

Stop being boring.

[Anonymous]

Play some video games, you'll feel better.