Questions

My ex who has changed his ways who I am seeing again we are kinda talking again and seeing each other again and I take mood stabilizers that can affect my unborn baby if I were to get pregnant while taking the medication, it can cause birth defects and he said to me his exact words when you do decide to have children you should get off the mood stabilizer. If he truly wanted to have kids with me, he would have said it differently like him saying if I were to get you pregnant and he would say if we were to have kids one day. He didn’t say these exact words so I feel like he don’t want to be with me long term. What do you think? I have known him for 7 years and we been on and off for 6 years. At one point in the beginning he said he did want kids with me then things happened in the relationship that affected my mental health that made us break up so many times and he said person like me shouldn’t have kids out of anger because of my disability. And some other times when we dated he would say if you were to have kids one day instead of if we were to have kids one day.