How did you find your spiritual canal?

Being spirituality "gifted" that has been passed on by generation. Growing up with a mother that was reading tarot and more. From little I felt that it was in me also but was not guided and with some events I got scared and decided to shut everything down. But with life experience this gift manifesting itself. I realised it was part of me. Being autodidact and guided by my gut feeling, I know I need to accept it. But I do struggle to find my canal. How did you find out?

How did you find your spiritual canal?
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