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My list:
1. MJ (Michelle) - I think her portrayal as a school student and as a teenager was the most realistic, and I find her way more relatable I really liked this portrayal and character as a whole so I'll probably elaborate on a MyTake.
2. Gwen Stacy - I liked her, I thought she was much better than Mary Jane because she was smart- she helped Peter by using her brain, for me she still did come off as a little cheesy (nothing wrong with that who doesn't like a tad bit of cheese)? But she earns second on this list is because I just feel she wasn't really that relatable as a school student not like MCU MJ is.
3. Liz Allen - I know she didn't get much time- I don't even think they kissed, but I liked the way they portrayed Liz as "the popular girl" she wasn't popular for being mean, and wearing loads of makeup and being super rich, she was popular because she was smart and kind. And I felt sorry for her, the amount of times Peter ditched her without an explanation was horrible, not his fault but it wasn't fair on her. After Homecoming instead of screaming at him for ditching her- she quietly broke up with him, and wished him the best.
4. MJ (Mary Jane) - She earns last place on my list. I didn't like her. She cheated on someone in EVERY MOVIE she could do nothing to help herself or Spider-Man- or even try to, all she did was scream. And I found her a little two-faced on one hand, she was portrayed as an nice girl full of sweetness, but then cheated on every guy she was with! And none of them were bad to her! Fair enough, in the second one, she didn't really love that guy she was doing it to prove a point to her dad, but at least come clean about it to the guy she was leading on- so he doesn't get hurt, don't RUN OFF ON YOUR WEDDING DAY and leave the poor guy standing there! I don't think she was at all a realistic student. At all. And she was way too cheesy, Gwen had a little bit of cheese about her which was okay- but Mary Jane was like the whole cheese factory!

So my boyfriend disappeared last year for about 3 months when he back he told me the reason is he was in prison. I forgive him but he wants back with me. So in the end of January I back with him cause he kept showing that he love me. in March we fought cause he lied to me. So I blocked him , but he reached me on my email, Instagram, etc. So my heart melted. I forgive him again. In may we back again together. Short of story , I still feel afraid if he disappears again. Cause in June he disappeared for 5 days and the reason is he left his phone in train. But the security found is and kept the phone. I was asking why you didn't try to contact me? Ex he can texted me from his roommate just to tell me that his phone lost. And he said his roommate was in other country. And last week he disappeared again for 8 days. he texted me last night "sorry my phone screes was broken , I think I have many bad lucks. How is everything?" I just read the text. I dont know what should I do.
Should I trust him again? Should I ask him to give me the prove? If you think I should leave him tell me how?