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My ex dumped me in the cruelest way possible, and apologized for it 3 days after I texted him saying he is still my friend just as we vowed to be (i know stupid right? He was my first and i didn't get hold of my emotions at that time). I did not respond to his text afterwards. What does that mean?

“Dear Omneya
I’ve been sitting here thinking about all the things I wanted to apologize to you for. All the pain we caused each other. Everything I put on you. Everything I needed you to be or needed you to say. I’m sorry for that. I’ll always love you and you helped make me who I am. I just wanted you to know there will be a piece of you in me always, and I’m grateful for that. Whatever someone you become, and wherever you are in the world, I’m sending you love. You will always be part of my life
Love you forever and will always do🌍❤”

Does it mean he is regretting me? Does it mean he wants me back? For me it is over. Because I truly cared for him. I just want to know whether or not I made a difference in his life, and that he lost a good woman (just like his mother said).. he crushed me with the choice he made to be honest..

My boyfriend of 2 months dumped me:
I texted him as I got home and said:

“You are still my friend DOO. It’s a promise we made long time ago. If you need me as a friend, or need to get anything from the states, don’t hesitate to tell me
I will be there for you, and will always support you regardless of the fact that we cannot be together
It was really lovely getting to know you as a partner DOO, and one day you will find someone you will truly love from your heart ❤️❤️I am sure of it
Happy Halloween”

3 days later- He later texted me and said:
“Dear Omneya
I’ve been sitting here thinking about all the things I wanted to apologize to you for. All the pain we caused each other. Everything I put on you. Everything I needed you to be or needed you to say. I’m sorry for that. I’ll always love you and you helped make me who I am. I just wanted you to know there will be a piece of you in me always, and I’m grateful for that. Whatever someone you become, and wherever you are in the world, I’m sending you love. You will always be part of my life
Love you forever and will always do🌍❤.”

Does that mean he regrets losing me? Should I text back?
It was so intense when he dumped me. He never respected me, and had a big ego. He gave out his bare minimum in the relationship. And never fully loved me. I was also toxic, I always pleased him and questioned his love for me. I was also dramatic to him (but I just did things straight from my heart. I felt it all unlike himself).
And when I stopped talking he waited 2 weeks to care to ask, and then I failed to tell him what he had done because I was hurt and was afraid to hurt him, so he dumped me... I felt bad for not giving him closure but he knows he repeatedly fucked me over when I gave it my all with him...