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so my girlfriend caught Chlamydia and informed me about it through text & she had first texted me “hey I just got back from the doctors office & they told me I have chlamydia, it’s okay you only need to get treatment pills & your fine” I was at work so I hadn’t been able to reply for like 15 minutes so she sent me another text saying “if you wanna leave me do it & get it over with now” & I decided to go & get treated but also tested, my results came back negative & we’ve been dating for 4 months. I had confronted her once so far & said it was impossible for me not to have it if she had just got tested because we’ve had unprotected sex over 200 times since we’ve met & she changed her story to I got tested early in the relationship but my doctors never got back to me with the results. I’ve tried talking to her about it since & every time she makes me feel like the bad guy & insecure, she’s even kicked me out of her house once for trying to briefly talk about it. Now I just wanna know if I should stay & I know most of you probably think she cheated & I should just dump her but I’d like to actually talk to her & let myself fully confirm it.

I'm in a tough situation. I've come to realize that while I do value the relationships I've had in the past, I'm not cut out for monogamy. I have never cheated and I purposely try to float somewhere one step further than friends with benefits but one step behind a full on relationship so I have an out. But I REALLY like this cool ass Turkish chick I'm seeing now and I have "committed" to her more than others in the past but I'm still not with the monogamy. It might make me more of an ass than just cheating depending on who you ask, but I have broken up with a girl in an otherwise perfectly fine relationship for no other reason than I wanted to see other women. Because I'd rather do that and end things as amicably as possible rather than burn all bridges, be an ass and cause uneeded distress by cheating. But that's where this changes, because I don't want to break up with this girl at all but at the same time I am cognizant of the fact and will admit that I am kind of manipulating her emotions and feelings for me by trying to get her to be into open relationships and it's making me feel kinda icky. Should I just break up with her, how would you feel?