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I was with a girl for about 5 months and about 2 months in she told me she done drugs with her mother and friend when she was 13-14 this made me uncomfortable as I have never and will never touch drugs as I cannot being to understand why her mother would do drugs with 2 13-14 year olds and all they wanted to do was defend themselves and say they know what they did was wrong but it was ages ago but they call this friend a druggie and when he tried to OD she was saying good hopefully he does it properly next time but they both had a chance to stop him from doing drugs and instead decided to join it makes it worse because this is someone else’s kid and my ex had some mental health issues and the mother is working at a primary school with mentally ill children and another time my ex told me she sent nudes to a guy 5 months before meeting me and it made me uncomfortable I asked if she was still in contact with him because all she had to say about him is bad she said no but I found out who it was and saw that she had him on Insta I confronted her about it and gave her the chance to come clean but she lied about it again and then she said he was her cousin so I really don’t know what to think about it but I was still hurt she lied

--- SUMMERTIME ---

Last summer I dated this girl, who I knew for two years, for two weeks straight. Seeing each other daily.

But she had already planned a trip with another guy after those two weeks. I overlooked it because they planned it before deciding to start dating each other.

Nevertheless, before leaving, she told me that she would rather want to have an open relationship. I replied that I didn't see those kinds of relationships as natural or healthy.

This was different from what she told me two weeks before, where she said that she no longer saw open relationships as good.

--- THE RETURN ---

When she returned back from the trip she told me that she was sorry but that, at that stage of her life, she didn't want to have the kind of relationship I was pursuing to have.

I told her that was the only kind of relationship I was willing to have, including "friendship", although I would be okay being in good terms with her in case we saw each other by chance in our daily lives. After that we stopped meeting each other.

--- THE INSTAGRAM ---

Since that moment she has kept posting suspicious things on her social media. Things like "you shall not let others limit what your heart wants" or that "love always prevail over the barriers of fear". I suspect she is referring to me, but I did nothing about it for a long time.

But the last thing she posted I found specially disgusting. Basically it was a trip that she asked us to do, but now with another guy. Her post says:

"A month and a half away, walking without letting fictitious borders clip our wings. Walking without problems, traveling and living the adventures that our hearts awaited. That fear has no power over love! Free yourself from mental limitations, from the conditioning of the environment and be you! Follow your heart, now is the time 💚 "

--- WHAT? ---

Is she doing this on purpose to trigger me? Am I overreacting? How shall I interpret such situation?