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(2nd question, forgot to add more pictures of him)
17 years old, Indian
About 6ft1
Skinny and tall
He is a really nice person, and from a wealthy background

OK so we known each other for about 8 or 9 years kinda on/off type of deal but we never did say we was a couple. We had ups and downs but made it this far. And out of the blue she asked me are you going to marry me? So I told her why I couldn't marry her (because I knew whenever I leave she would go to some other man) Which leads to this really deep dark convo she started telling me things she did those 8-9 years and how she had a problem, that because she was cheated on by her 1st she never could trust a guy and that she had to find her self. She also told me she slept with Hundreds of guys (she lost count around 250)

So I was like that a lot of dicks ! I also told her I had cheated with a few girls here and there probably like 25 or 30. Oh to make it worst I know I shouldn't have asked her but I did. Yes I brought sex up, she told me she's, has sex with me to please me and that she doesn't like sex that much anymore. I asked was it me or something I can do? She told me no its just like my sex drive is off. But then said, I wouldn't mind if you was about a inch thicker. Oh which brings me to what she told me about her 1st being the biggest she ever had. Me being dumb again ask her if you had to rate pleasure wise what would I be she said like a 1 or 2 and what about your 1st she said a 10. I don't think I'm small I know when hard I can't barely fit in toilet paper roll.

Well I'm typing to much so I'm going to stop. Oh I left one thing out we have 2 daughters and live together.

Wow 2000 words went fast I guess my question is after 250+ guys how would you feel aesthetic that 250 guy and she picks you or 250 guys can't turn a hoe to a home wife.