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Okay! I've known this dude for a year now but it wasn't until half a year ago we got close. Since we got close, he has always poked me at random occasions and he lets me borrow his pocket knives that are his distractions when he's bored. Also, he always places me in stations close to him (because he's a manager BUT NOT OLD). At times when I'm next to him he leans his head on my shoulder and puts his body weight against mine. When he leaves he always gives me tight hugs, just recently when we worked he gave me a hug AND lifted me up as he did that. On Snapchat I'm his #1 bestfriend but there's a catch.. He has a girlfriend. And by the way, they live together. But what I know of her, she is very controlling and has always been overzeleaous, accused him of being gay for texting guys weird BUT this dude is 100% straight, you can see it clearly. I've just always been confused about if he even feels a thing. I've gotten him pins for his uniform, he wears them at the front center where everyone can see. Recently, I've also gotten him his first matching pin with me it has a tiny heart and I told him clearly that it would match mine and asked if he's okay with it, his response.. "Well let me see yours to see which one I like more." I'm MIXED on this situation.