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Today was the first day in the university for the new semester. A boy from my class told me if I am interested in going to a cafe to drink some coffee and have some chat with him. He told his intention is totally friendly and he wants to get to know me. Since my dorm is almost an hour away from the campus, he also offered he could take me to the place after it. He is kinda popular in my university, comes from a wealthy family, always dresses fashionate, takes care of his hair etc.

I didn't smile to him at all, but I did smiled more from my eyes and gave him a smirk saying "Maybe some other time".

My friend got mad at me considering I had no plans for today and he was cool, nice person. Told me that why did you reject him, he will probably don't think of you anymore and that was kinda a date and I said I didn't reject him, I was just not in mood for it today and he is the one who came with it to me. I didn't even think of him before at all and not my problem.

He is really someone nice and I kinda even wanted to give him a wink, but I didn't want it be easy like that at all and I don't like being in relationships. Maybe it would be just a flirty thing and it wouldn't even go further, maybe he would dislike me when he knows me better. I am someone who gets bored after few weeks once I get into a relationship. I may lose myself like thinking I like or love him in , but get bored suddenly easily. This had happened before and I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings.

To conclude, the reason why I said was just because I didn't feel so in that moment. If he asked for another girl out right after me, I don't even care. I am not someone who has weak emotional moments in those things.