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It’s like you’re stuck in your own dreams of thoughts and thinking far ahead, the time stops for you you see so much clear in your thoughts. . Like the world is your own perspective. And like your brain decides to stop thinking from the surroundings around you. And acting so slow.. This happens to me a lot and I end up doing things embarrassing in front of many people. Have you walked straight to the wall or door, or slipped when there was a lot of people in the crowd? So many embarrassing moments.. one was this Christmas, I came late to the sermon, everyone was sitting and I was looking for a spot and I started dragging a chair across the church to where my sister was sitting, gosh I look to the side there are two guys my age looking at me like I’m a weirdo because there are 10 plus chairs by them, thing I didn’t see it because I was too focused on getting that chair right there. I lost count of how many times I embarrass myself in a daily lol. Feels like a routine of my life so I don’t care what people say or think, I just laugh it out. But I haven’t encountered anyone like me yet so.. And it’s something I’m insecure about 😶 so I’m trying to work on it everyday. It’s better tho I feel more focused around my surrounding than before. And thanks for ur time, means much :)