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I hate sitting at home alone. If I have a break up, within a few weeks, I am back on POF or match. com, prowling the profiles and sending messages to ladies who might be compatible with me. When the weekend rolls around, I hate the idea of sitting at home alone when I know the rest of the single world is out with a date, having fun, and wanting the night to last forever. And - of course - New Year's Eve is the worst night of the year to be alone!

Are Friday and Saturday nights a big deal to you? How do you deal with it? Rome and Coke? Netflix? A hobby? Invite another single friend over to your house?

I once cheated in a serious relationship. It was the only girl I had ever been with that hadn't tried to play me, yet I was a hardheaded freshman in college and I ended up breaking her heart. I was typically the one to get cheated on or lied to up until then. It was one of the worst things I've ever had to realize when I saw someone I cared about get their heart broken in real-time and it was all my fault. I couldn't date for almost a year afterwards. The last relationship I was in after the girl I cheated on was rather emotionally abusive, but she said something that resonated in me. She made it seem like she was only emotionally abusive because she couldn't trust me after I told her that I cheated before. A girl I talked to before her commented something similar. Is it just that they were both females who had been cheated on in the past and couldn't risk it again, or am I truly seen as less valuable because of a terrible mistake I once made?