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She thinks I betrayed and snitched on her.

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Ivy don't be like that. I know you like to keep your thoughts to yourself. We've never hurt or held bad intentions towards eachother. Like NEVER ever. We've only helped and give as much as we can as far as I know.

But I'm starting to think you think I told, which means I betrayed you. Which I hope is not true. Even if we're both totally evil and hate eachother it is ridiculous because I have NOTHING to gain unless I really really really hate you. Which if i ever do it, the person who will deserve it first is L. Not you. We've only ever been nice and generous to eachother. In fact, I'm more likely to do what you think i did to your ex boyfriend than to you lol.

You're right there's nothing to explain anymore because I'm not explaining to you. I'm telling you what other people are saying and we use our brains to think it through. Not flash on a pretty face and think it'll fix everything. AKA Your favorite method.

If i did it i won't even need to type you this message. I have nothing to gain, remember that. NOTHING. And if you think oh I betray you because "YOU THINK" your EXBF said he pay me back for smashing my car blah blah and I believe him then think again. EVEN IF I WAS TOTALLY EVIL AND EMOTIONALESS then I'd want to see my new car in front of me before I switch sides. I don't believe in empty promises.

So I have absolutely no reason to annoy, attack, betray or lead a vendetta against you in any way. Because you're not even in my fucking list. Whatever you think, or whatever you've seen (Or what you think you saw), you won't let me explain, fucking again. Even if everything I did was for you. You won't hear it LOL. NOW THAT'S FUCKING ANNOYING OR WHAT IF U WERE IN MY SHOES? SO FUCKING GO TO SLEEP AND TALK TO ME WHEN YOU'RE STRAIGHT BITCH.

Ps. You should have confirmation bias tattooed on your forehead and cognitive dissonance on your fucking flat boobs.



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