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After my marriage ended i met this amazing girl and we both ended up falling in love for each other. We were 100% real and told each other the good and bad. She protects me and cares for me like no other girl has ever done. Im currently in the academy. Should i just become a cop or an instructor? Im asking because i got the offer at the academy due to my sweat and hard work. Should i play safe or not?

At first I'm from Asia in Muslim country, I mean totally different culture. I meet a girl about 3 years ago. I'm in holiday and she traveled there. we start talking, because both don't have a time, accept to spend a time for better relationships with specific marriage goal. I never want a child cause of higher risk of genetic issues, she asked for support that's all. (I'm 36 and she has 24 and please consider it the traditional way for marriage have a lots of cost even she denied to have a wedding ceremony it's very good and unusual).

Considered we never said we are falling in love but we like each other.
At the first month I feeling she hide something, I don't try to ask about 2 years but try to understand and support her after 2 years it's clear for me why she ask support.
It's not common to be homeless here, the family is very important to us.
The only reason of she asked for support cause she has a very hard life since she is a kid (bad atmosphere، addicted father and mother take care of all 3child) till right now.

when I asked 3years ago about going for official tradition she refused after all I understand the most of the issues are commercial and she has a poor family. She is very nice to me and I seen that she trying to be a better partner and it's important for us.

She denied to have a meeting for therapy or any kind of help (she doesn't believe such a way just wanted to talking but we can't figure out yet and I very tired)

for starting our life she start working at 2jobs and I only have a 2 hours sleep per day for 1 and half year.