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Me and he are in a serious relationship since 2 years now ( his family knows about me and my family, except my dad knows about him). He is most of the times too rude for no reason like he asks me my salary and I asked him that if he loves me then why does he see me so low? he finally confessed to me that He has trust issues and is unable to still open up because he said - " I am scared, I am unable to express because of my ex "

I have trust issues too because he follows random girls on insta and cuts my calls abruptly as he has two jobs. He explained me that he also cuts his mom's calls as he has two jobs and that I shouldn't feel bad.

When he said me that he would have slapped me if he was there in person because someone from a fake account texted a girl he followed on instagram ( he just follows one girl on instagram) - " he is cheating on you ", it got me on my nerves ( I felt too bad thinking he is sounding like he would abuse me). I couldn't sleep all night after that conversation over call.

I have finally expressed to him that I was emotionally abused by dad since childhood like him tont, belittling me, sometimes physically abuse like slapping ( my bro protects me and mom) and I don't know what it is like to have a family and a dad because dad always went out with friends and no time at all for kids. This was the only thing I hid from him since 2 years and I was like now he knows everything about me and I'm not hiding anything. That's how I started to earn on my own. He said me he'd protect me ( he started behaving like Mr prince charming suddenly) etc but I was like not needed, my bro takes care of me and mom.