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Second date with this girl. Things were going great. We were hugging, nice view, good weather. She's a beautiful girl i've been talking for a few months (distance didn't let us go on dates earlier). The perfect timing for a kiss. That's when i start feeling really sick of my stomach, probably due to the anxiety of thinking i'm about to kiss the girl of my dreams. I got so sick that i just couldn't even talk to her properly anymore and made up an excuse to go somewhere else, in hopes i would get better. It was such an unexpected moment that i didn't know if i should tell her i was suddently sick or just pretend everything was good. My retarded and socially awkward brain made the decision that i should pretend i was alright, probably to avoid the embarassement of telling her i wanted to throw up. I was so sick i couldn't even speak more than three words at a time so i think she just thought i was ignoring her and she decided to go home earlier. We have talked after that and i explained the situation to her but i can tell she's cold now. Obviously i'm depressed as hell because once again my anxiety and awkwardness ruined a chance with a great girl. Is it even worth it to keep trying with this girl?