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My boyfriend broke up with me four days ago. The day before my phone died and he thought I was ignoring him and had a panic attack. Thought I didn’t want him anymore, was sick of him or didn’t want him. I said that wasn’t the case I cared for him and kept reassuring him. The next day he was suppose to stay the night for the first time in 7 months. I still live with my parent and they just allowed it. I’ve been going down to his place (his parents place) every second weekend instead. We are long distance I feel like this was part of the reason and he wanted to move in after 5 months of dating and asked for three months I said I wasn’t ready maybe in a year. The day of the break up he said I made him happy, I was a great girlfriend, cared deeply for me and he seen a future with me. He wasn’t sure he was in love with me. We talked four days later and he said he thinks he is surprising his emotions I said I did the same in before the break up I was scared to say I love you. I offered to move down in September and make it work we went back and forth he said he didn’t wanna take the risk because we are unsure of where we are as people and didn’t think we could handle the extra stress of moving out, focusing on our relationship and extra responsibilities. He agreed with me I needed to live my life more before settling down and he had to deal with his demons. He said he misses me too and we started to carry on casually for a bit afterwards but agreed to give each other some space (2-3 days to think). Do we have a chance to get back together? I love him so much and don’t want to lose him and agreed to be his friend told him I wanted to be more and I’ll always love him and be there for him. He said he would rule out dating again, he cared deeply and he’ll always be there for me.

Do we have a chance? 🥺

I am so perturbed, I’m very down on myself at the moment. My probation period ends 7/26 and I felt like I was doing fine until yesterday when my boss approached me about how I did a presentation with students. She said I was okay but I need to stand up and show authority in front of the classroom. Last time I sat in the back because the coordinator was presenting for me but this time I ran it on the computer in the front by myself (she joined virtually). But she wanted me to stand up when she came in the class after, I sat while she and the other coordinator talked to get feedback from students. I hate getting corrections, this happened at my previous job often and I really hoped it would not take place again. I’ve been getting good feedback here, last week she said she’d be taking a step back to pretty much test me as this is my last month on probation. Considering the position is meant for two people, the second person hired alongside me quit after two weeks to take care of family. I feel like she should expect that I need more guidance, I kinda feel like I’ve been handed to the wolves. Her other feedback was that she would expect I take more initiative & not doubt myself/going to her for reassurance. Today, we did a conference call with corporate and twice she made me feel like I wasn’t doing my job. One to ask that I follow up with education about a grad, another time to let corporate know that I would be updating the chart to add more grads (there were a few missing). I really try to be punctual but things slip.