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I've been silent and quiet my whole life never really have a bond or a relationship with my family or really anybody. Sure I've had friends and people I have like but they never really knew me as a person. Sometimes I would tear up cause of how bad my life's been, from almost put in for adoption to momma pulling a knife on me and there's more to my life but I try to not let it affect me. Right now there's this one girl that I like a lot but it seems like she doesn't care bout me. She's one of few people that care about my situation in my life but she doesn't really care bout me. I don't know why but recently she showed her true self when she could have done it months ago. She knows I like her but has told me that I don't have to understand who she is or care about her cause she doesn't want me too have feelings for her. All of a sudden she's she's been acting like this to me I don't know why. I ask her why is she like this she said I was born this way. Her birthday is a few weeks away and I've been saving my money planning on getting something for her. Now a days she jus says i dont care to almost everything she's cold hearted. I want to change that honestly because at one point I kinda treated her had because I was frustrated with my life. She put up with all my ways and I like her for it. I told her I'm sorry for being like that but lately all she says is I don't really care bout you like that I jus care bout your situation. I really want this girl because I feel like something happen in her life to be this way I want to change her and be the best for her. As for me I've been going to sleep with headaches pain in stomach etc. She doesn't care if I care for her but it doesn't make sense how she would act like that now. Right now all I want is her I care for her a lot but she doesn't care to believe it I don't know why or what to do.