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*sighs* . so, I can't guarantee that you won't roll your eyes consistently through this post. Bare with me!

A little over three years ago, someone very special and memorable walked into my life and changed my view on romantic connections forever. Although what we had was momentary, I couldn't find it in myself to forget about it. Despite the various other guys I dated, quite a few other guys approaching me, and a one year relationship: something about him and what he brought into my life lingered. For f*cks sake, I have been in a relationship for ONE YEAR, yet there's an element of passion and romance missing that I had with this other man. He is my one who got away. *lol, that's sounds so creepy. I swear, I don't mean it in a 'hiding in bushes' way* I know, for a fact the feeling was mutual: at one point, he shaved the first letter of my name into his head and invited me to go to Spain with him. I guess you could kinda sorta call him a lost love. Basically, what we had ended due to a miscommunication and bad timing. At one point, it was almost as if gravity was pushing and pulling us into each other's paths down to the second. We would just ironically show up in the same place at the same time. I always wished it would happen again : (

Three years later, at an entirely higher place in my womanhood, and this guy still manages to captivate some part of me. My feelings for him remain and resurface, no matter how hard I try to push them back down. I don't know what to do: he's gone, I don't have any of his contact info and he may not even be in the state for all I know. So, every Wednesday and Saturday in the month of March, I will be at the place where we met until they close. If I don't see him, then I'm going to have to move on with my life and suppress those feelings no matter what.

Romantic our just outright stalkery?
Your thoughts on this topic? Any lost love stories to share?
What should I do?