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So there is this guy in uni we've had nearly the same classes for 1year and a half at first I wasn't interested at all but over time I started noticing him staring and I checked his Facebook and discovered he writes poems and his old poems were about normal life but since we started uni and saw each other they became love poems it was about him liking a girl that doesn't like him (i typically have a rbf so I always look like I'm not interested or mean) he's a social guy an extrovert and active on social media but we never talked. for the past few months whenever we walk across each other we'd stare at each other's eyes until we're out of each others sight and once I was sitting in the library and when he came in we looked at each other and when I got back home I noticed that he posted a poetry about a pretty girl at the time he was in the library. he adds girls to his social media but never adds me the last situation that happened between us is that he usually sits in the front seats in lectures and at that lecture I came in and sat at the last seat in the back he came in with his friends and sat next to me and one of his friends called him to tell him that there is a place in the front seats to sit and his other friends wanted to got sit there but he insisted in sitting next to me.

A few years ago, a high school friend created a dating profile for me on a website since she wanted to see me with a boyfriend (i know, weird). Anyway, I used the profile and started chatting it up with a few men, some I even know today. One guy, in particular, liked me a lot, even though I wasn't too keen on him at first. I entertained him since I was bored, but I eventually developed feelings for him. I did break it off with him because he lived 3 hours away from me, gave off very aggressive vibes, and I started to like someone closer by. Over time, he was on my mind, and we did text each other occasionally, but it was very short convos. He even wrote many poems about how heartbroken he was that I ended that online long-distance thing with him too.

Fast forward to recently, he told me he was joining the military and wanted to pursue me again. I was interested and was thinking about him frequently while he was at boot camp. Right after he came back, we texted like usual, and everything was fine until he wanted to make a last-minute trip to see me before leaving the country. I had to decline and that changed the dynamic of the relationship a little bit. A few weeks later, he informed me that he had gotten a girl pregnant. I immediately cut contact with him since he betrayed me somewhat. Now, he's texting me frequently and calling, claiming that he loves me still and cannot die without giving "us" a chance. He knew what he did was wrong and apologized for his mistakes to the point he doesn't think about anything sexual anymore as often as he once did. Do you think it is worth it to pursue a relationship with him with all of this information or should i let him be? I don't want to waste time in a toxic relationship.