It was last month of college:
3 years ago I told a girl I like that I want to talk to you something important ( which means I was going to propose her) at that time she was already in a relationship. when I asked her to meet me (she kind of anticipated that I'm going to propose her, as shy by nature she replied you can tell here. but I refused to. and tell her to meet) that day she broke up and unfollow her boyfriend... next day she leaved all the girls bench and sat next to me. I was too shy to talk she was all looking at me... I was confused.
That all day she was all around near to me and I reacted like I said nothing. dump me!
3-4 days later she started following on instagram her boyfriend again. I guessed she reconcile with him again. that day she was all looking at me again and started to like her all boyfriends picture. ( I was all looking her her activities through my phone) I got frustrated and started to texting her that how much I love her. what I have done for her like I wrote a poem for her etc. etc.
She responded she's committed and reiterate that might I already knew about it. I didn't wanted to lie about it so I admitted that I knew about it. so I replied "I thought (which mean I used to) you're going to change the decision , but it's ok I can understand we will remain friends" I don't know but she kind of ignored the friend part and focus on why I was once used to think that me "why do you think that I'm going to change my decision?" I was confused again and said "I don't know" the next day I woke up and see that she blocked me...
I was all broken and shattered. but I could not do anything about it. It was last few days in college I though let her go. few days the look on her face kind of looks like gloomy and regretful. just like she have missed something. still that time I had no courage to talk with her. I left college. she left too. 1 year later she broke up. 3 years later I apologized and she said it's ok. should i purse her?
