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I thought most all girls move out and live with boyfriend? I’ve seen many girsl living with boyfriend and have baby & get married years after. Some get lucky and married at 18 . Some divorced single mom with 4 kids. I’m 25 live alone as it’s my dream have my own tiny apartment. I grew up with parents fighting screaming daily as my dad used drugs. Back then I wasn’t able to run away but now as an adult I can run away.
mom says I need live with her until I’m married I can’t live alone. I visit her every 2 months & she stressed me out yesterday when I saw her. All she did at the market was force me get married now cuz my brothers wife’s 5 sisters all are married & im not. The youngest is 28 & got proposed last week.
im angry cuz a girl cannot know wen she’ll marry it’s a secret. Girls do not give rings to men and kneel down to propose.
I’m sad as I have super religious freak family 😓 my landlord isn’t like that she lives with her daughter & she’s not married has 4 kids &her mom isn’t angry at all cuz she has 4 kids & not married.
my mom would beat me for having my first baby at 26 & not married. She knows where I live so she would demand landlord to see me at my house to beat me 😥& she would faint of misery I have baby & not married.
my bfs younger sister has many kids and not married either & her mom isn’t angry or disowning her at all but they all live together with her boyfriend too. 🙁😓

I’m the last young child left in family. All my step siblings are older than me and brothers wife’s 4 sisters all are married now. The youngest sister 28 got proposed to this week. I’m not 28 yet but I worry by that age I won’t be married at all. I feel it’s not in my destiny to be married never. I feel like a loser as everyone in family is stuck up now rich perfect life with husband and im loser little girl. That show I feel. I have a boyfriend & live alone in an apartment. But to me she 25 is like a grown women I want be proposed to start living with a guy now fast. I use a horoscope app and they have said since last years it was seen 2023 I’ll be pregnant. So I’ll just have baby not married (yet)? I know many girls marry til after they have baby. I don't know y god want everything backwards for me and he choose only them be happy and he wants me unhappy in life. I feel lonely I’m a black sheep I can’t show off to anyone my beaitful apartment & how happy I am with boyfriend, they only care of their life. To the point I’m ignored and they only talk of their life so I’m distant from all of them forevever. And try live my own life alone with boyfriend. 😞 I did marry when I was young but it was a guy that used me & since he was tall & I was extremely short had baby face, he treated me like I’m a stupid little girl & not an adult women. I’m divorced soon this year, still with same boyfriend. But boyfriend and I are short so he treat me like a women never is judging me. And that guy is now with a. Super tall women like him. So for sure that guy wasn’t for me and boyfriend maybe is for me.