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I’ve been chunky, slim and currently slim/thick. No changes in the amount of attention I get from guys, on and off dating apps for years. I’m at a point the past few months where I check the app/swipe on profiles/send msgs maybe 2-3 times per week. I really don’t believe dating is this hard for the average woman, most women don’t really have to work to find a guy they like. I get matches/msgs but they fizzle out and I’ve had more bad “dates”/video calls than good. I’m almost thirty and accept that if I’m this old with no success, maybe it’s a sign to toss in the towel and accept it as it is. I’ve been told I’m cute/attractive, I use the apps because guys never approached me in person. At the back of my mind it’s a “not worth it” dialogue & don’t really have the desire. I really don’t think there’s anything wrong with me, it just hasn’t happened for me. Can confidently say I’ve never been approached or went on a date with a guy I really really liked, I’d rather be alone vs settle I feel like I could’ve settled if I wanted but not worth it.

By beautiful hair I mean healthy looking and the texture, like this girl with thick hair

So I met all of them this week and I still feel like I’m floating on a cloud. It was so short I had to go in there and ask for what I wanted, for those that actually know them by name Brian and Nick are my faves. I saw a lot of cool poses online and saw one where the guys were on their knees and a fan sat on each guys lap. I’m kinda thick and since I have two faves I asked to sit on Nick and Brian’s lap. When I saw them, I couldn’t move and AJ asked that I stand here but I asked to stand between my 2 faves. When I asked Nick since he came by me sooner, he looked confused and then understood what I was asking for. Security said that they can’t do all that but Nick understood and didn’t seem hesitant. Brian on the other hand looked at me in the eye so confused, I’ve never seen this guy look so dazed in his life. Nick eventually got on his knee and eyed for me to take a seat, Brian still look confused then got his knee and looked at me because I was waiting for him to kneel before I sat on both of their laps. The picture came out nice, Brian had his arm wrapped around my waist but I still can’t get over how he looked at me 🤣