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So this guy and I have been talking online for the past week (we live in the same area and he's an alumni of my high school). I'm a senior, he's a sophomore at a local college. Initially, we scheduled a hangout for today, and I told him I was interested in him but he said I should know he's not looking for a relationship right now. Plus he'd feel bad because he's not innocent nor conservative.
But as we started talking more, he asked me to come over to his house to hangout at night and watch a movie twice. He also randomly told me "tbh you're pretty cute haha." The thing is, we met up for coffee today and at first he seemed pretty chill but not completely into it. He then drove me to a park 20 minutes away, and we walked around the lake and stuff. I almost slipped and fell and he held my left hand then intertwined our fingers to pull me up from the ground (but intertwining our fingers was so unecessary since it was just pulling me up). We didn't hold hands after that though. Then he asked me how I was going to get home since my dad isn't home and how I'm making him feel bad and stuff (he apparently had to go home to do some chores his parents have been bugging him about). So he decided to pull over in a parking lot so I could call my dad (his car is too loud for phone calls) and then he SUDDENLY changes his mind and says he's too lazy to go home. Then we just sat in his car talking for like 50 minutes about deep stuff and getting to know each other more. We made a lot of eye contact but whenever it was getting intense, I looked away haha.

All of a sudden, he said "I want to kiss you right now. But I don't want to be the mediator/person who becomes a bad influence on you."

He ended up not kissing me because I never gave him a direct answer that he could but he kept glancing at me. Then when he dropped me off at home, and when HE got home, he texted me first and said he "had fun!" and he just texted me first again after eating dinner with his friends. The thing is, he had dinner with his friends tonight and he invited a random guy friend (who's my age) when we encountered him in the street but he didn't invite me to dinner. He also didn't treat it as a date (since initially I wanted to go somewhere else but he told me it sounded like I was trying to get him to take me out a date). So is he starting to develop feelings for me? Since it wasn't supposed to be a date, why did he want to kiss me?

Now So I'm friends with this girl at my school... But we were cool friends at first. Then one day I tried calling out her name but she ignored me. Then she laughed at my crossed eyes. ( I have lazy eye but it's not that noticeable because I wear my glasses more and do eye exercises) I felt like she was making fun of my eyes for being lazy. I didn't find it funny at all. Then I saw my crush I asked her. Hey, I dare you to touch his butt. And she turns around to say I'm the strangest person she's ever been friends with and society views me as stupid and weird. Should I still be her friend after this? :( Ya know it's people like her that make me become depressed and be the silent type girl. You know? Like there's times where you wanna be yourself then there's people/ or a person who make you feel bad about being yourself so you shut up and feel bad... ...

Where are my eye unachiever at?
Yeah tbh I have a lazy eye make me feel like I'm not alone😂

I'm just curious because I honestly want to get it done one day. My eye sight is extreme shit. Like if I take my glasses off a lot of things end up being invisible to me. Like seeing this calender on the wall. Without my glasses I just see a white sheet. I don't see any black at all. The distance isn't even that far maybe around 5feet away or less. Then if my glasses fall on the floor. I can't see them since the floor is dark and so are my glasses. So I end up like velma. :D



Also another question have you ever had it done?

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I once meet a boy who wanted to ask me what I was made of? I told him about my life. I said to him I made out of depression and smiles and laughs and tears. I made out of that last desperate hope that you see right before death. I am like your last chance to survive and you are my last dream before death. And, when you close your eyes I am there to whisper "hello”. When I meet you again and you finally with words ask me what I was made out of? I will say with a low calm steady voice, I made of me and all my past lover from before my own birth. Than you will fade like sad memories or like failure or regret that never truly leave and when you face me once again with kinda gentle flowing words wishing to hold my grief, I will hold your arms harder push, pull, battle, bawl, bash, my soul which is soft sweet silent stiff stale so that you can comprehend why I shake and tremble as if you could hear the sounds of breaking breaking empty shells that hide beneath my skin that you so quickly choose to ignore. Oh when I reach for your arms…. Oh and when I ask you to hold me I mean love me. I don’t mean laugh at me , or lets mock my bad judgement. I don’t mean lets change the subject because it sound way too complicated. I don’t mean lets debate about how sexist I sound. When I ask you to hold me I mean seal me in envelope and make me your irreplaceable item. I mean embrace me with open arms so that I may rest my soul in what I believe is love. When I finally lay my head in your arms I am trying tell you I trust you and i am trying to explain to you that you matter. A hug is not something that is just given or gift sent by some higher power its a part of me in which you have decide to untangle the parts of me that you earn to have.
Thank you.
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P. S.💟 I don't care if you don't like my grammar! hahah!