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He's CPT in special ops, so he goes on missions, he gets unexpected calls and leaves during a date, I'm not supposed to tag him in pics, I check on his mother when he's gone because she worries, I go to his military parties where I socialize with his people, I make him care packages and always wait for him, I've started birth control for him. He's like a robot and never TALKS to me even after I confronted him. We've been dating since October and he acts like he loves me-Flies across the globe for me, buys expensive gifts, looks at me like he loves me. But he's never SAID the words. My bestie and his girl started dating after us and have exchanged I love yous. Regardless, I love him, so I was staying strong. HOWEVER, he told my stepdad he plans to leave the army for Stanford in Aug and never told me about it, so I was shocked, crying myself to sleep. My boyfriend sensed my distance and assumed I was CHEATING on him. The first time he asked me it seemed like he let it go. But he asked me again and we had an argument. I've NEVER cheated on him, HOWEVER, I am distracted by sb more direct with me, telling me he cares about me. My boyfriend apologized, explaining he was cheated on in the past. Now he seems to trust me again/happy, but I'VE been feeling like HE'S cheating on ME, I don't know why. Yesterday I suspected a strand of long hair in his bed, which I HOPE is mine but I considered taking it for DNA testing. He replied to a woman's comment on his pic with a kissy face and I checked her profile nervously, only to find she's in her 60's. I've never been supposed to tag him in fb pics because he says it's dangerous due to his job but last night I made a slip and he had to remind me, and I KNOW it's because of his job but I feel anxious about his female acquaintances not knowing about me. I think this mess is due to him still not communicating with me and never saying he loves me. So, I've been thinking maybe if I say it things can get better.