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By bitches I don't jus mean girls in general... I mean mean girls with an attitude who are always negative and not very nice people... For some reason they kinda turn me on... Just aslong as they aren't a bitch to me, and looks pretty... ima be simping like a motherfucking yellow cartoon character called homer... for some reason I'm very attracted to negative people and like them for some reason 🤔🤔

I asked a while ago about if I misread things with this girl at an ice cream store. She would always talk to me about music and podcasts cause I started a conversation the first time I saw her. I went in a few times, she was excited to see me and we'd talk a bit. Even to where her coworker would give her a funny look.
Last time I went there, I mentioned I had been moving and she was concerned I was moving out of state, but she said she was happy I was staying local. So before I left I asked if I could give her my number for the podcasts 😉

She said she had a boyfriend. So I was apologetic and left.

It's been a few weeks, and I saw her today. She wasn't as warm as first but we still talked, she asked what kind of schedule do I work, how my day was going and she told me about hers. When I was paying with her, I apologized for the last time, and she was very sweet and said it was all good and I left. I said I did enjoy talking to her as I turned to leave.

But I was really confused, I figured there was flirting and possibly an attraction because how she was worried I wasn't gonna come by.

Even though she has a boyfriend, does she maybe like me in some way? Or just enjoying talking to me?

So this isn't the first time I've messed it up with a girl I'm interested, when I was 16 I've been interested in a girl and I scared her away by being too forward, she avoided me like the plague whenever I was nearby. Just today another girl who was one year younger than me at 18f me being 19m. Basically I was on my walk and was talking to her and her group of friends at the park and got to know her and the group a bit more since I see them during the weekend and Friday on my walks, and she was asking if I had a driver's license since she did, and she said she could take me out on a ride once in a while if I wanted, her body language for some reason at the same time was disinterested seeming. She also said do you know you're handsome, and I just said I'm flattered.

We end the conversation as usual while she casually said I love you beforehand, though she asked if I could get the gardening clubs number so she and her friends could join the club and "get to know me better". I move on a keep walking however I come to the 'amazing' conclusion that I need to ask for their numbers, so I can contact them, so as I am coming round to go home I see her and walk up and say "hi I have a question, one of friends stop and let me say it as I ask if I can get their phone numbers" her friend said she doesn't have her phone with her which is fair enough but the girl I was interested in she sped walk away before I could reach her to ask her, her friend said she'll ask her, and she did, but I must have waiter a solid two minutes but yet the girl I was interested in literally kept a huge distance in between. As I walked away to go home, just giving up I turned my head and saw her and her friend just watching me leave from the gap distance. I think I am just a repellant at times. And I even would just like to be friends with her if she is not interested in me in that way, but they probably think I am a weirdo or low-key now.