We end the conversation as usual while she casually said I love you beforehand, though she asked if I could get the gardening clubs number so she and her friends could join the club and "get to know me better". I move on a keep walking however I come to the 'amazing' conclusion that I need to ask for their numbers, so I can contact them, so as I am coming round to go home I see her and walk up and say "hi I have a question, one of friends stop and let me say it as I ask if I can get their phone numbers" her friend said she doesn't have her phone with her which is fair enough but the girl I was interested in she sped walk away before I could reach her to ask her, her friend said she'll ask her, and she did, but I must have waiter a solid two minutes but yet the girl I was interested in literally kept a huge distance in between. As I walked away to go home, just giving up I turned my head and saw her and her friend just watching me leave from the gap distance. I think I am just a repellant at times. And I even would just like to be friends with her if she is not interested in me in that way, but they probably think I am a weirdo or low-key now.
I think I've fucked up romantically as well as platonically with a girl, like I have before?
We end the conversation as usual while she casually said I love you beforehand, though she asked if I could get the gardening clubs number so she and her friends could join the club and "get to know me better". I move on a keep walking however I come to the 'amazing' conclusion that I need to ask for their numbers, so I can contact them, so as I am coming round to go home I see her and walk up and say "hi I have a question, one of friends stop and let me say it as I ask if I can get their phone numbers" her friend said she doesn't have her phone with her which is fair enough but the girl I was interested in she sped walk away before I could reach her to ask her, her friend said she'll ask her, and she did, but I must have waiter a solid two minutes but yet the girl I was interested in literally kept a huge distance in between. As I walked away to go home, just giving up I turned my head and saw her and her friend just watching me leave from the gap distance. I think I am just a repellant at times. And I even would just like to be friends with her if she is not interested in me in that way, but they probably think I am a weirdo or low-key now.