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Alright, so please don't lecture me. I had a really rough weekend, and I made a stupid mistake. I cut myself again, and I've been trying to hide my cuts with a rubber band and keeping them out of sight. I can't wear a long sleeve shirt cause it's hot as hell outside.

Anyway, this guy who I'm still friends with (and had confessed to on Friday but he politely said he likes being single bc "it makes things easier") was taking forever to pack up his stuff in class today. So I walk in and he's sitting in my seat so I set my stuff there. I don't say much bc I'm trying to get over him and I feel kinda awkward. I help him get his stuff together somewhat, and I lifted his backpack on his desk. I push it toward him with my cuts facing up and say "here ya go" and he kinda faltered and said "oh... okay..." I told him bye and he mumbled a quick "bye" and left.

I didn't realize my wristband wasn't covering them!!! Do you think he saw them? Do you think he thinks I'm crazy? I hope he doesn't think I'm some emo who cut herself bc he rejected me! 😓 What do I do? Should I bring it up?

I don't normally post relationship stuff but I guess I'm kinda lost on this and for obvious reasons I can't ask my best friends as you'll understand in a moment.

So my boyfriend and I have been dating for just over 3 months and about a month into the relationship he became close friends with my best friend. They texted 24/7 and talked on the phone till 3 or 4 in the morning. I was kinda uncomfortable mainly for the fact that they talked more than he and I did. I brought it up with her and we agreed that texting was fine but phone calls should end by midnight between those two. As far as I knew she had respected that until the other night. I was texting him at maybe 11:30ish and having a separate conversation with her as well. He mentioned that they were on the phone but when I asked her what she was doing she hid the fact that they were in the phone. He and I had a very intimate conversation about an hour later and I assumed he was off the phone with her but I later found out that even though it was nearly 1 they were still on the phone. About 1:20 ish she fell asleep while still on the call and instead of hanging up my boyfriend stayed on the call for another 10 minutes before hanging up. Less than 5 minutes later he states he was going to bed even though we normally text until about 2:30 every night. Maybe I'm just assuming the worst but this while situation has me worried. Am I over reacting or do I have a right to be upset? Also, should I say something? To who? My beard friend or my boyfriend? Both? Neither?