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I never liked the idea of getting vaccinated for keeping the flu away. So I would always choose the nasal spray method, where the doctor would use nostril spray inside your nose and make you sniff in the mist really good, which is a good and painless alternative to a shot.

Nowadays, my mom is paranoid about health issues (like always xd) as most vaccines and sprays have some cancerous chemicals infused inside of them to work, so she convinced our whole family into taking non-GMO, etc. Oral drops with safe ingredients every week during the flu season, only for a healthier way that our naturopathic doctor recommends to us.
It actually works by lot, there's no pain, taste good, and it decreases the risk of flu by triple it claims compared to vaccines or any other method. Our doctor has been taking the drops for 20+ years and never have gotten the flu since.

What are your preferences for preventing the flu? 😃

Had my house robbed/ My family are pissed that I left college/ I'm Jobless/ I lost some of my personal items that I wish I could get back/ I only have one friend left keeping me sane/ a friend who I thought I knew stabbed me in the back and just left without a trace/ Plus other personal issues with myself. I could write more shit but I think this'll do.

Yeah my mental state is so fucked to the point I'm just in a Idgaf about anything, I haven't gotten better on the inside the outside you'd never tell how I feel

My question is simple & open for this discussion of course.

You fall in love with a friend of yours, you let them know how you really feel in the last couple of months, but they never thought of you being more than just a friend, & they definitely don't feel the same way too, specially when you know you almost have 0% chance of being more than friends. Even if that feeling has been for almost a year now. And it's almost impossible thinking about that person as just friends anymore no matter how hard you try to convince yourself there isn't anything else.

You love & care so much about that special person it seems impossible to let go. What would you do in this case?

Please consider that staying friends with someone you love might have several consequences on your futur life when being in love with someone that hard.

1- it will eat you alive frome the inside knowing you have no chance of becoming more than just friends.

2- you'll be hurting yourself everyday specially when the day comes & you find them with someone else so it might kill you emotionally.

3- you will be hurting only yourself thinking about that person everyday & keeping them all the time in you mind & heart when that person barely showing signs that they care about you not even 10% of what you're showing to them.

4- if you stayed friends it will be so hard for you to find someone else & if you did, you might ruin that relationship because of your love to your friend.

5- this friendship causes more harm than good