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I have been struggling with a lot of depression lately. I am 27 (turning 28 this year) and never had a real girlfriend before.

Back in June 2020, I met this girl on a coding forum. We really hit it off and had an online thing going for 5 months. I finally met her in person in November of 2020, where she discovered I wasn't her type. I was heartbroken.

She never had a male friend before she met me. She was a devout Catholic girl that was sheltered and homeschooled her entire life in the farmlands of rural Illinois along with 6 other siblings. She never had a boyfriend before, never kissed, and was a virgin. She was exactly the girl I was looking for, because I sought a girl without a romantic past, and she was perfect.

I was very heartbroken when she broke up with me. I didn't really count her as a real girlfriend because what we had was almost all online and she dumped me when we met in person for the first time.

Anyways, she met some other guy whom she became serious with back in early 2020. She was engaged to him a few months later, and they are expected to be married on the 22nd this month. I have been struggling about it, especially because her wedding day is approaching. This guy will get to be her first everything... her first love, the first guy to see her naked, the first guy to take her virginity, and everything!

Many of you already know my story.

Back in 2020, I met this girl online on a coding forum. She was perfect. She never dated, never had a boyfriend, never kissed, and was still a virgin. She never even had a male friend before she met me!!!

We continued talking every day for months before we finally met in person, where she rejected me almost instantly.

I am still heartbroken to learn she is engaged to a new guy set to he married in a few months.

She is a devout Catholic and doesn't believe in sex until marriage. But on her wedding night, she will lose her virginity to him. They will be making love for the first time ever.

He gets to be her first everything.

I still almost get sick to my stomach thinking about it.

Back in 2020, I met this girl on a coding forum. We talked and really hit it off. She was around 18 and never even had a male friend before. She never had a boyfriend or a first love. She never even kissed a guy. She was homeschooled and grew up in a strict Catholic family. I was so excited.

We continued to talk for months, and I finally met her in person where she discovered I wasn't her type. I was too short in height for her preference. Plus, she wanted me to come off my medications completely, which I was hesitant to do.

Now, she is engaged to another guy about to get married in April of this year. I get sick to my stomach almost thinking about it. I still have dreams of her. He gets to be her first everything.

Do you think that was the one and only time I was to find a woman like that without a romantic past, even never having a male friend before?