We met on a coding forum. We hit it off and eventually we had an online thing going for 5 to 6 months. When I finally met her for the first time, she found I wasn't her type. I was absolutely crushed.
Shortly after, within a few months (around January 2021), she met this other guy and became serious with him. Not long after, they got engaged. They are going to be married in 15 days from today.
I am feeling crushed over it still. He gets to be her first everything, and he will be taking her virginity on their wedding night. He gets to be the first guy to see her naked and he is her first love I would say.