Search Results: do i fit into my boyfriend's life

My girlfriend and i have been on 4 holidays in the last 5 years. On 3 of the 4 holidays, we coincidentally bumped into some of her friends. She asked them to spend the entire time with us and they did. I didn't wan't them to. But she didn't listen. She always changed our schedule to fit them into it even though i didn't want her to. All 3 of those holidays.

On the last holiday we were supposed to go on, she promised it would be just be us. Before we left, she told me that her best friend and her best friend's boyfriend would come. She promised it would be just the 2 of us and then she invites them without telling me.

I have always wanted the 2 of us to go on a romantic holiday together. Just the 2 of us. But we never have because we always bump into her friends and she never listened to me when i told her i wanted it to be just the two of us. Now she lied to me. Because this, when i found out they were coming, i had an emotional meltdown. I was crying so much. I have never cried so much in my life and i have never cried this uncontrollably and this heavily and i sat on the floor against the wall and cried. She is acting like I was wrong to react this way and it was really immature.

Was i wrong to act this way? Was it immature

so I work at Applebee's restaurant, and there's this girl at work. She's 22, gorgeous and i believe she has one child, I am 26. this lady gives me all the right signals, body language wise. She's always in my orbit. She's always pointing her body towards mine. And I can't document all the times she's just been there to catch a glimpse of me working hard. (I have to run all day in my particular position it is tough, but I am a fit guy) yet, She will not say a word to me. Not entirely true;
So before I noticed her a coworker of mine mentioned to me that she "wanted me hard" he said he could "see it in her eyes, she wants you to just take her" he also went on to inform me that she may potentially be "easy" being that another coworker that worked with her prior relayed information about her being a "slut"
Now I didn't take this information and just go up to her like a sex object. I waited for a moment when she was close and took the time to craft a heartfelt compliment. she still has the most big beautiful brown eyes I've ever seen. I thought for sure when I told her this, she swooned inside. Later that day, I asked her for her number and she rejected me, saying she had a boyfriend. Which is cool I respectfully went on with my life. Since then we barely say three words to each other. But her body language is still there. there's no doubt in my mind that this girl is an alpha female, hell she was captain of her cheerleading squad in high school. is it possible she has secret agent ways of showing interest because of this alpha status? She's used other guys flirting with them in front of me. Putting her hands on them, (pisses me off!) But I'm an alpha male, what am I suppose to do chase her? .. Piff

She does things for me, but not infront of her click (girlfriends) and I try to reciprocate (I took the trash out for her), is she shy or nervous about what's going on between us silently? Or am I just imagining it? Can I get her to be mine? God she's so fucking hot That ass.

Okay, so if you want a deep deep background of the two girls, check my other questions. But the summary is this.

Girl 1 and Girl 2.
Girl 1 i dated almost a year, left me for no reason. She decides to come back once I've gotten with girl 2 (who I've been sweet on for YEARS) so i leave girl 2to be back with girl 1, but i really wanna be with girl 2. Girl 2 is mad, but I leave girl 1 anyway abd take care of myself for a while. Now, many months later girl 1 has a new boyfriend and we almost get back together , but she ditches me and sticks with him. More months.. Girl 2 hits me up seldom, but nothing more than a Snapchat or something. Girl 1 keeps talking to me, but nothing comes of it. On my last straw , girl 1 finally wants to come back. Were back together now. However, I run into a friend and they tell me girl 2 is interested in talking again. It feels like deja vu. lolz. But seriously, I don't know... I've worked hard to get either one of them back, but i feel like i wanna be with girl 2.

Here are the stats:
Girl 1

Pros:Open minded
Takes care of me (cooks, gave me a ride when my car broke down... But bitched about me not being able to fix it)
Excellent fit for my personality
Relationship communication excellent

Cons:MAJOR trust issues
Not supportive of my dreams
Doesn't understand that I'm young and broke and can't always afford date night or fun things.

Girl2
Pros: open minded
Willing to take care of me (always begged to cook for me, preferred to pick me up, and understood when i didn't have gas)
Understanding of lifestyle and dreams (fitness, football, etc.)
Excellent fit for personality.
We like the same sports teams. lolz

Cons: her dad is insane.
She lives 30mins away, can't see her as much.
Unclear relationship Communication

I love girl 1, she's enchanted me since w met, but... I don't know. Girl 2 feels like the greener grass. I'