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I feel like traumatized still scared. I took 2 medicines that the doctor gave me this morning , I was eating fine with my mom at a restraunt & my throat began to close I cudnt swallow my saliva at all I felt like only a tiny hole on the right side of throat was open. My tounge and mouth was numb I felt I lost my tounge. Since my mom doesn’t know how to drive I had drive myself to the doctor 10 min away and so scary. I feel tired sleepy and drained and still paranoid it’ll happen again even tho I no longer will take that medicine. I’m very traumatized n scared now at home. 😓

I’m 23 living w/ my mom. Which we kinda like roommates now. Honestly though I don’t want her in my life anymore. She has hurt me to the point I just really dislike her. We split bills but since 2020 she has quit jobs left and right leaving me to pay majority of the bills often. Not that I judged her for quitting but she’d complain about bills when I was the only that didn’t quit a job. On top of that she has accused me of not being loyal to her and accused me of taking her things. She threatened to call the police on me if I didn’t find her keys. She literally flipped my room upside down looking for her keys, just for her keys to be where she said she already looked.

she goes into my room when I’m at work, busting in my room all kinds of early morning while I’m sleep. I know you guys will say just move out. Well I’m planning on it but I pay all the bills alone our rent is over $1000 and utilities, food, phone bill, transportation. I only get paid bi weekly and only get a $1000 from working 80 hrs every two weeks.

no matter what I push how I feel away and stay to help but she has burned a bridge with me that can no longer be built. I’m not
Angel and I’ve apologized for all my wrong doing but the disrespect and stress I go through is ridiculous. Makes me want to end my life just to get away from her, and the bills. I had a miscarriage because of her and my depression has been swallowing me whole.

im completely fucked up emotionally and she only cares about what people done to her forget how she treats me. She has this sense of entitlement and it’s killing me! I can’t take it! I’m losing my mind living with her and I’m trying to not spazz out and go off and say fuck her and whatever happens with bills!