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Just wondering. In my local area the council almost shut my library down but the people were dead against it, now volunteers are basically running the place.

To be honest, last time I went I was surprised they were ever going to shut it down, there lots of kids popping in and out with their parents, a few old people there, and a group of teens. I mean- the teens mainly come for the free wi-fi but it's better they go to the library rather than out on the streets.

The way the council were talking nobody ever goes, but when I went to study it was packed and they still run things like after-school clubs there, just like the ones I used to go to when I was younger.

After exams, I might volunteer because I've been going there ever since I was a little kid, and now I go there to study so why not just volunteer? I could help out at the after-school club perhaps.

People always talk about libraries as if they are obsolete, but are they really?

Do you use libraries or a library?

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I have anxiety and depression (Thats the only thing I got diagnosed by now,... and I hope there will be nothing else). And somethimes I get a confidence boost in which I say 'Suck it' and do what I feared to do. I actually got used to that feeling becasue I had it for a long time. (Its basicly the only feeeling I know) And i was talking to my classmates in a groupchat and first they wre teasing and then they were straight uo attaking me hov I 'just was seeking attention' and 'some people also have issues and I shoudnt feel speacial aboit that.
(I just told them I have anxiety, how it feel like, how it works and that I got used to that), the question I asked first (the reason why I was in the groupchat in the frist place) was forgotten and they were rambing about how they also ahve problems and one of then said I should just drink a shot and my world would be forgotten (my therapist told me not to that since its not a solution).

Then they wre saying thing like 'Your issue isn't real' 'the class isn't a Therapy' and that other than, your parents beeing dead he doesn't see a reason to be sad.
And the I feel tears go down my cheeks.

They also used petty thing to make me feel bad like when I spelled a classmates name wrong and the classmate said 'WOW thank you' (I dont know why she said that).
And one sad that I will just going to yell like I always do (I have the suspicion I have PTSD, from all the bullying and the abuse, but It isn't diagnosed yet so I won't say I have it, and I hope I don't) I have I braking pont in which when scearios of my past comeback I get emotional and yell. There also a teacher told me that his child is sick and that his issues are more important than mine.

Everybody was angainst me and that wasn't the only time, the other time was when I was at a hang out with my classmates and she as insulting me for saying that I have depression.

So In your opinion, do you think its was right for them to do that?