Just trying to figure out why Mexican men and guys are so rude to black girls like me. I'm not attractive to them but a lot of times they will give me a dirty look no matter how old they are. I work at a retail store and they will actually ignore me when they see me and talk to another sales associate. Or if I greet them and ask if they need help they will actually either ignore me and pretend they didn't hear me or say "no" in a rude way and when someone else comes over they actually ask for help. I feel like this same logic could apply to dating. Off topic but I noticed when I am "forced" to greet people they either get mad or ignore me. If I just stand there someone comes to me. Anyways I was forced to greet this couple and the lady says in a rude way "no thanks we don't need any of your help." But Mexican guys seem to be even more rude to me. I remember this grown man made fun of my hairstyle all while standing near his actual child. I feel I am still single because the people I live around are racist. Also the time I was a regular customer at a cafe shop and the guy threw the bag of chips at me. Another time I had a crush on this Mexican guy and I didn't know he had a girlfriend because he would flirt and stare at my body then make seductive jokes. After I told him he I think he tried to unalive me and poison me. It's getting to be too much and hurts. The men are worse than the women. I think they might be more racist than white people. They will give me a look like they want me to be unalived
Do these people hate my kind?
