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I am both on the Autistic Spectrum and have severe treatment-resistant Bipolar.

After 25 jobs and with the threat of my disability benefits being yanked from me due to having too many work attempts, I accepted fate and now I barely leave the house and remain dependent on my disability benefits. On the brightside, I am now married, so that huge burden of trying to find a wife has been lifted off my shoulders.

Now there are more profound issues that have worsened. My moods have become severe, I cannot handle being "overstimulated" with stressing situations or I fall apart, and now I have unrestrained meltdowns in public.

As I have grown older and more distant from normal life social situations, I have found it incredibly challenging to handle them. Masking my deficiencies have become increasingly difficult too. I used to be able to play it off well until I couldn't no longer and people started to notice. Now, it is always a challenge.

the reason why I won't be able to publish the book I'm dying to write is because its an idea sequel that I have on a movie that I fell in love with and always believe it deserved a sequel it never got.

obviously if I end up writing it I will be whipped to death with copyright laws if I publish it. nevertheless that quote once said by Michael Dell...

Ideas Are A Commodity, Execution Of Them Is Not

keeps on spiraling in my head. I keep thinking "what if one day after I write my unpublished book the universe gives me the opportunity to pitch my idea to the original movie's production team and they end up loving it?"

if that was to happen then that would me more than a million reasons to write my book either way. can't forget that Sylvester Stallone faced a similar fate when he came up with Rocky yet nevertheless he did not give up on his dream and look at him now. the only advantage he had however was that Rocky was originally his own project, while mines is not and we already know how stingy Hollywood is when it comes to unsolicitate ideas.

anyways changing the subject a little, the book below is actually mines. after a decade of pouring part of my soul into it I was finally able to finish and publish it once and for all. if you love action, suspense, thriller and fights then this book is for you. please check it out when you get a chance, its available on Ebook in all popular platforms

https://books2read.com/u/mVEEpP