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I've had a hard time dealing with women lately and i'm curious if it is something about myself as opposed to how i go about it.

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My life in a nutshell-
I am a 20 year old who works two full time jobs and ride a SportBike. I work my first job in the morning for the office of a moving company and my second in the late afternoon and into the night as a specialty CareGiver for children and young adults with Autism and Down Syndrome. I do have a unrelenting love for the thrill of danger and am that guy who flys down the highway at 120 and seems to have a death wish by doing stupid shit like wellies at 70mph and other things people would never even dare think of doing. There is something that can only be found from putting yourself in the craziest positions that can't be found elsewhere. Think of it as the adrenaline junkies way of getting high. Doing something that literally has you sitting there going "OMFG I ALMOST DIED!" is so exhilarating. I don't drink or do any drugs so this is my uh... weed i guess. You just can't beat a police chase! I've been caught before when i pushed my bike so far once i burnt out the clutch during a chase and the officer caught up and literally asked why i stopped then told me to take care of my bike and took off. Don't misunderstand people! They love the thrill of the chase just as much as we love it! I have calmed down on it lately as arizona drivers are being overly aggressive and these fuckers down here would downright kill you without thinking twice. I've busted off one too many mirrors because i mean shit! If they don't use them and almost kill me then i don't think they need them. What do you think? Otherwise, i am a very confident person and work for everything i own. Other then my thrill seeking behavior and am a rather chivalrous man though i do love being an asshole to women sometimes for the fun of it. They love it too! Anyway, the point is would this scare you off or would you go for it?

Okay sooo I'm wondering has there ever been a x boyfriend/lover that you pushed away and he continued to try and win your love back but you continued to push him away and party and sleep with whomever you wanted to sleep with? Let's also say you knew deep down he was hurting and he was determined but your mind was set! You would never give him a chance again. People say "ex lovers belong in the past for a reason." But no other guy stayed on your mind the way he did, no other guy has ever been so determined and focused to be with you. No one treated the way he did, I'm talking about flowers and candy, poems and letters, sweet words and tears about how sorry he was, he chased you for years even though you've been with other guys and fell in love multiple times after him but for some reason his presences lingers in the back of your mind. You'd sometimes randomly contact him but you couldn't help but be a bitch towards him each time because you felt like you wanted revenge! You wanted to make him suffer! You wanted him to experience the great pain he once caused you. Has any of you ladies ever gon through something like that? How would you feel if the last time you contacted him he showed no emotion towards you? He clearly made you think he finally moved on, would you be happy or sad, or confused?

(I know this is a bit dramatic but I'm asking because this is what I'm going through) she randomly contacted me on Christmas Eve pretending she dialed the wrong number honestly deep inside I was thrilled and estatic but I hid my emotions and kept the convo short because when I say sweet nice things to her, she soesys says get the fuck out of my emotions... I feel like that call was a lie! It was no accident but she treated it as if it was a mistake... I just need a woman's perspective before I make my next move.. Please help our ladies, thank you.