I want to leave my husband and have no where to go no money no car and the woman shelter is booked for the next three months?

His ocd rules are crazy and making him into a person I don't know. He had meds but decided to stop taking them because God will heal him. He blocks off rooms access to hygiene products. He pretty much dragged me out of the bathroom while I was still going he didn't even want me pulling up my pants or wiping myself because it's wasting time because it was time to wash his hands for an half hour and he might have to poop But then he didn't go wash his hands or poop. So I snuck back into pee because I had to go. He immediately came in and started screaming at me for going. He tracks every time I pee or eat or walk down the hallway and starts screaming. He scared me so bad I sat and cried for an hour. Then he's is screaming that he is going to be late for an appointment because I am crying in my room. He keeps saying poor ashley poor ashley always the victim.

I want to leave my husband and have no where to go no money no car and the woman shelter is booked for the next three months?
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