Is my Best Friend crushing on me?

Apope16
I have a best friend from college. We've known each other over 10 years. I was always her emotional tampon. We hung out every single day in college and would eat together. But even though I liked her she would never date me. I asked her out one single time and she started crying and turned me down. We stayed best friends. A year later, we kissed at our friends party one drunk night. She said I had "big lips" and then cut it off. She was weirded out by it.

Since then she took a job as a news anchor in a different state. I moved back home to my city. Both of us went into separate relationships. We were on good terms but moved on. She had some controlling boyfriend and she never messaged me for years.

This weekend she sends me a message. The picture is a poem she kept from college that I wrote her. She said she missed me. We talked from 1am to 3am. Then she agreed to drive 2 hours to see me the next day. The next day we spent the entire afternoon and evening together talking. She went to my apartment and she cried about her breakup. Then we played this card question game where we answered questions about each other. Some of the questions were about our sexual experiences. She seemed weird when we talked about our dating experiences. She told me about her breakup. I told her about all these women leaving their dates and begging to have sex with me. I told her about this other girl I really like and she said "I dont think she's that pretty". I am ladies man now. She is aware that I am talking to like 10 different girls at once. She makes weird comments about it.

The next day she started blowing up my phone with mini videos of her favorite songs. Then she sent me this message,

"Also for the record, you always knew hot to talk to girls/women. I keep coming back don't I? Am I not a girl? :) And you didn't even have to sleep with me. It's been years since I've seen you in person. I came back. #justsayin write that down under your "dating" experiences."
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The other things that we talked about when she visited my apartment was orgasms. She told me that she had squirted with her ex girlfriend. I told her that was hot and we gave each other a high five. I asked her about if she got passed the urge to pee right before she came. She seemed surprised that I knew that. Then I said, "Yeah, it such a different orgasm isn't it. From what I understand when you squirt its like the orgasm is flowing out of you rather than filling you up." She got quiet.
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I told her my nickname with a girl I hooked up with was "8 Mile" because of my 8 inch dick. Then I told her the girls said I fucked her so deep "it was like you were fucking my soul". My best friend laughed when I told her & said, "That's deep". Then in my room we were comparing our height. I took out a measuring tape and she said, "I don't want you to use that if you used it to measure your dick." (I did in the past but never told her that). I showed her 8 inches on the tape measure. We laughed
Is my Best Friend crushing on me?
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