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Right person, wrong time. I [M20] just want to forget about her [F19]. What may I do?

Luke03

My parents went on a cruise ship for the whole week. So, i had a free house for the whole week. I basically spent it studying and going out for walks. Then, one day, i invited my friends (we're a group of 5) and, among them, there's this girl i really can't forget about. We've all been classmates for 5 years, and this girl once confessed me her feelings (during second year... we were both around 15 yo). I told her i only saw her as a friend (she was as attractive as now, but i didn't know her that much as a person).

Long story short, she then got a boyfriend, they broke up more than a year ago, and now she's single and basically focusing on herself. I really like her, not just physically. We've been to Rome together, we've shared various special moments, i really love every small detail of her: the way her clothes in her luggage were so untidy, the way she laughs, her energy... i really can't put it in words.

I've never had a girlfriend and i have very very few friends... i really don't want to ruin our friendship, also considering the fact that i know she's not interested in me (i don't have any proof but, you know...). I'm miserable right now. I've been thinking about her for 2 years, and I just want to forget about her smile, her goofy way of winking, her voice... but i can't.

Right person, wrong time. I [M20] just want to forget about her [F19]. What may I do?
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