Guys, what do I have to do to get with a doomer?

im obsessed with sad guys with substance abuse problems and no hope in life. i just wanna know what i need to do to get one in my life so i could start loving him. all i want is one but I don't know where to start. if you were alone and didn't see the point in life, how could i get with you? where do i even find one? help please. i actually need one. this goes for guys way out of my age range too i dont care as long as he has problems and listens to cool music. yes i am seriously fucked up

Guys, what do I have to do to get with a doomer?
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