Bullying what can I do?

Anonymous
hello, my mom has been bullying me for years as long as I can remember when I was a 12-14 year old kid she used to say horse mouth, look at the horse it looks just like you, your make-up is like a clown (just lip balm mascara), wide forehead, you're like a baton, thin-legged alien girl, When you wanted to look like russians you looked like a kurdish with your eyebrows, she used to say... My mother beat me with a rolling pin and I was abused when I was little when I told my mother that she beat me with rolling pins. She said the one man abused to you you can remember i wish he would fuck you. I never wore my mask during covid times, when my friends started to open, they opened mine too and everyone started complimenting me my confident was so good thats when i realized that not all people are bad, today i was just hungry and i put food from the fridge, my mom said to me, do you have an eating disorder, what are you eating? i couldnt swallow at that time. im 172cm 48kg. as you can see, all my childhood and adolescence were spent with self-confidence issues because of my mother what can i do? i can't stand it anymore.
Bullying what can I do?
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